Ive never truly existed
All along Ive been a figment of my own imagination
a mirage in the desert
A myth, a fabrication
an exaggeration of some truth
practically a work of fiction
with an author unknown
and pages that are missing
a drug induced hallucination
something seen that isn't really right there
I'm not a pleasant dream
it seems I am a nightmare
I'm an allegory, a parable
I am a fable
I tried to love another
but my heart wasn't able
I am completely imaginary
and so I cannot pretend
that laughter and joy
is something my mind can comprehend
Oh I am fake
without a soul I'm made of plastic
I finally began to feel real
but then I had to mask it